Scotland Trip: Part 6

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Saturday, August 22, 2009 (Rosslyn Chapel)

Today, we are off to Roslin, to visit Rosslyn Chapel.
A little about it: Rosslyn chapel’s construction began in 1446 and even today evokes wonder and curiosity with its intricate design and extravagance stoneworks. It has a very rich history and I much enjoyed this visit as well as the passion and dedication of the people taking care of it.

Do visit their website and check out the History section here at Rosslynchapel.org.uk or http://www.rosslynchapel.org.uk/timeline.php
It also had very influential visitors such as Mary Queen of Scots, Queen Victoria, Queen Elizabeth II as well as the poet Robert Burns visiting the area.

The use of the chapel as a location in “The Da Vinci Code” movie greatly increased the number of visitors to this village and chapel and this in turn helped with its restoration cost as well as donations and grants.

Unfortunately, we are unable to take photographs indoors but I did buy a postcard so will scan that as soon as I can. You can see from the photos that the entire outside chapel is covered. This is to protect the roof from further damage from the elements and also while it is being restored.

Here is another link for more info on the Chapel where you can see more pictures.

“The Apprentice Pillar”

“One element (of the chapel) particularly stands out. At the meeting of the South Aisle and the Lady Chapel is the stunningly carved pillar known as the apprentice pillar. It is said that the master mason was instructed by Sir William St Clair to build a pillar to match a drawing he had provided. The master mason went to Italy to study the original, and in his absence an apprentice (inspired by a dream) produced the magnificent pillar on view today. The story does not have a happy ending: the master mason was so consumed with envy on his return that he killed the apprentice with a blow from his mallet. The mason and the apprentice are believed to have inspired two of the gargoyles in the chapel…”

source from: http://www.undiscoveredscotland.co.uk/roslin/rosslynchapel/

“Ears of Corn”

“…If Rosslyn Chapel’s sheer beauty has served to attract visitors from around the world, so has the aura of mystery and legend that surrounds it. One popular story is that Sir William St Clair’s grandfather, Henry Sinclair, was part of an expedition which reached Nova Scotia in 1398, and this is supported by carvings in the chapel of Indian corn (Maize), unknown in Europe at the time of its building.” (as America was discovered by Columbus in 1492, almost 50 years after Rosslyn Chapel was built and corn was not cultivated in Europe for quite some time afterwards).

source from: http://www.undiscoveredscotland.co.uk/roslin/rosslynchapel/

“Templar and Masonic connections”

It is also featured in speculative theories regarding Freemasonry and The Knights Templar.

“Green Men”

Another notable feature of Rosslyn’s architecture is the presence of ‘Green Men’. These are carvings of human faces with greenery all around them, often growing out of their mouths. They are commonly thought to be a symbol of rebirth or fertility, pre-Christian in origin.

source from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rosslyn_Chapel


After our wonderful visit of the chapel we are off for a mini trek around the Roslin castle area and follow a path in the woods along a small river.
Roslin Castle, is a partially ruined castle near the village of Roslin. It is located around 9 miles south of Edinburgh, on the north bank of the North Esk only a few hundred metres from the famous Rosslyn Chapel.

A few more photo ops then we leave Roslin and its mystical surroundings …

We are meeting with a friend of Chris in Linlithgow (this is also the birthplace of Mary Queen of Scots), and stop at his restaurant “Epulum” for a late lunch (excellent food too!). Afterwards we walk a bit around the town and see the Linlithgow Palace, where of course, I take more pictures. It is a very charming town (ie. I am inspired to paint!) and on my next Scotland visit would spend a bit more time here.
In early evening we return to Edinburgh to attend another great Fringe comedy show and then finally stop to eat at a nice Turkish restaurant.

The next morning, we are leaving our Edinburgh apartment and are off to Manchester where our trip together ends. but not for me, I am continuing on my travels…

I am off to Nice, France in the morning of the 24th for a nice long relaxing week before I return to Scotland for another 2 weeks of fun exploring more of the beauty of Scotland.

Many thanks to Chris and Cheryl for making this part of my trip very memorable, for sharing laughs and being the best travel buddies!

Here are some photos of Roslyn Chapel and our day trip

Scotland Trip 09 – Part 6: Rosslyn Chapel

Scotland Trip: Part 5

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Friday, August 21, 2009 (St Andrews)

Today we are venturing to the east coast of Fife to St Andrews, home of Golf! (unfortunately I don’t play it). We parked a bit away from the town centre, since parking was very difficult to find and we wanted to get closer to the Cathedral. But this allowed us the pleasure of walking along the beach.

We strolled around and enjoyed the architecture as usual, and as we walked into town we noticed a much larger population of retirees than any other towns we visited. We could see why as it is simply beautiful and very relaxing plance. I love it here!

We walked passed the school of St Andrews (the oldest in Scotland was founded in 1413) and I daydreamed what it would be like to study here. Just a little.  Also being here during lunch time, the main streets were packed full of students it really did feel like Hogwarts!

We walked passed St-Andrews castle, and as it is situated on a cliff-top, the scenery begged to be photographed, so we obliged. There was also a wedding that day in the castle ruin. What an enchanting setting!

We then visit St Andrew’s Cathedral. There was a gallery section where we could see some old Pictish designs in stone. I am mesmerized by the intricate carvings. We also saw the St Andrews Sarcophagus.

We then climbed the St Rules Church tower to see the magnificent views around us.

Here is another link to check out: St Andrew’s Cathedral.


excerpt from Historic Scotland website:

St Rule’s Tower

St Rule’s Church, with its 33m tower, was probably built around 1130 as the first place of worship for the newly-arrived Augustinian canons. This Continental priestly order supplanted the Culdees, a Celtic monastic order that had been present on the site for centuries. The lofty tower may have been a beacon for pilgrims heading for the shrine of St Andrew.


In the evening, we returned to Edinburgh and went to see Andrew Maxwell, a very funny comic from Ireland.


Here are some photos of our day trip to St-Andrews

Scotland Trip 09 – Part 5: St-Andrews

Scotland Trip: Part 4

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Thursday, August 20, 2009 (Stirling)

Today we decided for a day trip to Stirling.

On our way, we stopped at a charming little town called Culross and took several photos. It was raining but figured if we didn’t go out because of the rain, our trip would be spent in our apartment!

Here’s a little snippet about Culross from Travel Scotland:

Pronounced ‘kooros’, this beautifully restored village contains the finest surviving examples of Scottish vernacular architecture from the 16th and 17th centuries. Culross was then one of the largest ports in Scotland, and enjoyed a flourishing trade in coal and salt with other Forth ports and the Low Countries. Following the industrial revolution, however, the little town went into near-terminal decline until the National Trust rescued it from decay in 1932.

We continued on our little adventure to Stirling…

We had an amazingly funny and animated  Stirling castle tour guide, and I must say, I much preferred this castle tour than Edinburgh’s. We had views of the town as well as the Wallace monument, where we walked around the grounds and of course took more photos.


Here are some photos of our day trip to Stirling

Scotland Trip 09 – Part 4: Stirling

Scotland Trip: Part 3

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 (Edinburgh)


We woke up a bit later in our Portobello apartment and went for a walk around Royal Mile in the afternoon.

We stopped in “The Elephant House“. the birthplace of Harry Potter (the books), I could definitely picture JK Rowling writing here, as it has the right ambiance for creativity. The teas and food was also very good.

When I wanted to rest for a bit during my trip in Edinburgh, this is usually the first place that I would go to.

Our little traveling trio also went for a guided tour of the Edinburgh castle, It was a short tour as some areas were closed off for the military tattoo,  but I guess, when in Edinburgh, one must visit the castle!

We also visited the Tartan Weaving Mill and exhibition to see tartans being made. lots of them!

they even had a photo op where you and or your family can dress up in period clothes and get a souvenir photo. It was nice to see but we decided to pass.

The rest of the day was spent just hanging out and enjoying the Fringe street performers and live music.

We picked up some evening tickets for the Fringe Festival for the week and went to see a great comedy improv show tonight.

It was a small very crowded space. Before the show, the improv troupe passed around some fringe festival programs to the audience. We selected shows that looked fun, by ripping the pages of the program and handing them in. Then the list was gathered in a bowl and each improv sketch was taking the title of one show and recreating it. The troupe was amazingly creative, talented and hilarious. I don’t think I laughed so hard in such a long time

Here are some photos of Edinburgh


Scotland Trip 09 – Part 3: Edinburgh

Scotland Trip: Part 1 & 2

October 16th, 2009

“My trip to Scotland”

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Since this is the beginning of my trip and covers several days, this journal entry is rather long, but the following ones will not be so.


Wednesday, August 12, 2009 (Departure!)

I arrived at the airport and glad I had a wonderful friend to send me off.

I am very excited to begin this new adventure but very exhausted from the whole ‘moving out of my apartment and city’. Yes it is quite literally a new start to something!

I am finally going to a very “charming” place as I am told.

But looking at myself, physically, I on the other hand don’t look so charming, more like a bruised pear.

This is due to losing your sense of space (well at least mine) when packing, moving furniture and putting boxes everywhere. I tend to be clumsy, so there you go, I have bruises everywhere!

Luckily, the weather is cool enough (read cold!) that I will be covered up from head to toe!

One thing about planes I dislike, is the ear aches I sometimes get from the air pressure.

I just found these “ear pressure reducing ear plugs” at the pharmacy and I sure hope they work. Besides, I am very exhausted and can’t stop yawning, which by the way, is the best ear pressure reducing invention ever! who knew your body has all the tools to overcome anything! amazing discovery!

For once, I made no apologies for yawning, it’s a good excuse, you should try it!

So… I arrived at the airport early enough to get bumped into an earlier/delayed flight.

the flight I took which was scheduled to leave at 1:30pm left at 5pm. My original flight was the 5:30pm one and likely to be delayed as well so I am glad I didn’t stick around for that one, otherwise I wouldn’t have made it to Scotland! and that is simply unacceptable in my book!

Oh, and on another note, I got a pear and some cherries confiscated at customs.

Apparently if I had left the stickers on the fruits saying they were from Canada or US, i could have kept them. Who knew.

Anyways, it got me thinking… Healthy snack food in airlines are ‘dangerous’ where junk food garbage is ’safe’. Weird logic!

Anyhow back to my ‘delayed’ flight, we had to sit for another hour in the plane, traffic jam on the runway.

Finally we took off to Newark for my connecting flight.

When I got to Newark, waiting for my flight to Edinburgh, it finally kicked in that I was actually going to Scotland!

I couldn’t stop grinning and smiling the whole way there!

Thursday, August 13, 2009 (arriving in Edinburgh)

I arrived early afternoon in Edinburgh and took a wonderful bus shuttle (AirLink) to the city centre for cheap!

I stepped out of the bus at Waverley bridge to a beautiful sunny day. I thought “what are they saying that the weather is cold and gray?” (oh you just wait and see…)

At this point I am beyond exhausted from the flight and my move and jet-lagged, “what day is it?” I feel like I am in some weird Twilight Zone episode where you wake up and everything looks misty.

I search in vain for my hostel, its on Cowgate and both side streets are like bridges above it and how in the world to get down to that street, I can see it! there! its so close and this is getting frustrating. Unfortunately most people I ask are tourists so they have no idea where they are either. I finally stop in a store with a map and get proper directions.

I check in and decide I better stay awake otherwise I will pay for it later!

I walk around the Royal Mile then go to bed early.

Friday, August 14, 2009 (Edinburgh)

I wake up, its raining outside! I am still very exhausted and don’t know what to do as I am still in the Twilight zone.

I decide to venture out a bit more with my umbrella and raincoat, thank goodness I brought those along.

I walk around Grassmarket, I decide to get myself a cellphone and I also find an amazing organic natural food store called Real Foods, this is heaven!

Oh and I have my first taste of a baked potato with hummous, very yummy!

the best place I found was The Baked Potato Shop, they even have haggis baked potatos, but given my delicate stomach at the moment, I resisted! the best I had was a veggie curry one. I could eat one almost everyday!

I also met a wonderful italian couple and went for drinks and listened to a folk singer at the “Greyfriars Bobby’s bar“ on Candlemaker row, which reminds me I need to send them an email!

Here is also a little bit of history on who is Greyfriars Bobby.

Saturday, August 15, 2009 (Glasgow to meet Chris and Cheryl, and to the Highlands)

Today, more rain. I check out of the hostel early enough and leave my suitcase in their storage. I have just enough time for a little stroll in the rain then head out to Waverley Station to grab the 11:30 AM train to Glasgow.

On the train, I meet a very nice and friendly family from Scotland who are just traveling around visiting relatives. They wish me a wonderful trip.

Finally I arrive within minutes to meet Chris and Cheryl.

(Chris and I used to work for the same company in Toronto before he decided to leave us to go back to the UK and Cheryl is his very cool wife whom I just met on this trip!)

Now the car loaded with our suitcases, the three of us are off to the Highlands! I think it took us a while to actually leave Glasgow the roads being a bit confusing! at least for me. I am still grappling with the idea that people are driving on the opposite side of the road.

Once we entered the Highlands area I was enchanted, a bit dizzy from the curved roads but enchanted nevertheless.

We drove by what I immediately recognized as the “Three Sisters” in Glencoe. I spent many many hours painting them (see my interpretation Three Sisters painting) and was amazed to meet them in person (or in real I should say!). It was like corresponding with someone for a long time but only knowing them by some photos and finally meeting face to face.

We stopped at Morrisons in Fort Williams for some food and I discovered “Flapjacks”, a thick kind of granola bar made with oats andd fruits (and sugar!). I was happy, it’s not everyday I can find handy snacks without wheat or dairy, so I would be keeping my eye open for them for the rest of my trip. One I really loved was Goji berry flapjacks. yum!

On another discovery note, i found two amazing tea products. I just have to share them with you.

Pukka tea (found also in parts of Canada) and TeaPigs (exclusive in the UK unfortunately, but they have an online store, so once I’m settled in, I am ordering!).

Now back to the trip. we are finally on the road to Kyle of Lochalsh, and what we thought was a 3-4 hour drive ended taking much much more. We finally arrived at our charming B&B, Ceol na mara, where our hosts Ross and Jayne patiently waited for us. (It is now close to 9 PM)

we retire for the night and settle into our amazing comfy rooms.

Sunday, August 16, 2009 (Kyle of Lochalsh and Skye)

Our first stop is an Outdoor gear store, Chris and Cheryl really need Highland rain and windproof coats.

we stop at the store just overlooking Eilean Donan Castle, so we make a little stop to take pictures.

We head back past our B&B and stop in Plockton to visit this charming little fishing village.

Here is another link for Plockton from VisitScotland.

In the afternoon we decide to head to Isle of Skye via the Skye bridge. We do a little driving tour of the north part, stopping in Porttree along the way.

In the evening, our B&B hosts had made reservations for us to dine in a nice restaurant in Plockton. Plockton Shores restaurant, where I had a cinnamon glazed breast of duck or lamb, I can’t recall but  it was amazingly delicious.

But be prepared, its about 15 quid each (around $30 meal, but oh so worth it!)

One of our waitress was also an artist, so we made a point the following day to visit her studio and gift store.

Monday, August 17, 2009 (more Isle of Skye!)

We woke up a bit later today but decided we wanted to explore more of the isle of Skye. After the wonderful suggestions from our host Ross, we found an area on Skye to go for a little hike. Since at this point we were all aching for some walking rather than car traveling.

We headed for the south part of Skye and luckily when we were walking, the weather cooperated and we had no rain during our 2 1/2 hour walk. The views were amazing so don’t forget to check out the photos!

In late afternoon we decided to go back to Plockton to find a pub or inn to eat and also visit the artist we met yesterday, and also checked out some really nice gift stores along the way.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 (last day in the Highlands and back to Edinburgh)

We had a wonderful breakfast at our B&B and our host Ross treated us to some music and showmanship of two bagpipes he made. We were very impressed. We talked about music and bands and he even knows the “nice lads” as he says of the band “Bodega“. One of my favourite Scottish bands that I discovered with my friend at a celtic festival in Ontario more than a year ago…

Anyhow, we said our farewells and checked out of our little home away from home.

We took a slightly different route going back to Edinburgh to check out different sceneries but everywhere was simply enchanting.

Unfortunately, the weather was mostly wet and very windy, but on the fortunate side, we didn’t encounter many midges (this is a good site if you are planning on visiting Scotland, since Tourist season=midge season!). we may have encountered a few in Plockton. I think Chris did get bitten once or twice but I was untouched, maybe they don’t like Quebec blood!

All in all, I really enjoyed the area for its hauntingly beautiful landscapes and the friendliness of its people.

And having traveling partners such as Chris and Cheryl made it all the more memorable.

I vowed to definitely go back to the Highlands. Leaving was like leaving a small part of myself behind.

On a good note, I have tons of ideas and inspiration to get back to the paintbrush and canvas!

Here are the Photos of the first part of the trip, I hope you enjoy!

Scotland Trip 09 – Part 1: the Highlands
Scotland Trip 09 – Part 2: Highlands

Scotland Trip 2009

October 16th, 2009

Hello!

I thought I should give you a little back story of my trip and itinerary.

Scotland has been in my mind as a travel destination for a few years now, mainly that I was inspired artistically by her landscape! (I heard people refer to Scotland as a ’she’, so there you go!)
I decided, this was the year to finally go!

The following posts is a journal and photo link to each phase of the trip, including a week in the south of France. More sections to follow, so please check back again!

South of France pictures coming soon!

crock-pot: Cari d’agneau à l’indienne

July 28th, 2009
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Tiré du livre: Les Meilleures recettes à la mijoteuse de Donna-Marie Pye

Cari d’agneau à l’indienne

4 à 6 portions

  • 15 ml Huile végétale (1 c. à soupe)
  • 1 jarret d’agneau ou rôti de croupe de 1 kg (2 lb), bien paré et coupé en cubes de 2.5 cm (1 po)
  • 25 ml farine (2 c. à soupe)
  • 25 ml cari (2 c. à soupe)
  • 2 ml flocons de piment rouge (1/2 c. à thé)
  • 2 ml paprika (1/2 c. à thé)
  • 2 ml marjolaine séchée (1/2 c. à thé)
  • 250 ml bouillon de poulet (1 tasse)
  • 2 grosses pommes Granny Smith, pelées, coeur enlevé et hachées grossièrement
  • 2 branches de céleri, hachées grossièrement
  • 2 oignons, hachées grossièrement
  • 2 gousses d’ail, émincées
  • 15 ml gingembre frais, émincé (1 c. à soupe)
  • 400 ml lait de coco (14 oz)
  • 5 ml sel (1 c. à thé)
  • 50 ml chutney à la mangue (1/4 tasse)
  • 125 ml raisins secs (1/2 tasse)
  • 75 ml yogourt ou crème sure (crème aigre) (1/3 tasse)
  • - 5 ml zeste de citron râpé (1 c. à thé)

Note: Cette recette peut être préparée jusqu’à 12 heures à l’avance.
Suivez les directives et réfrigérez la cocotte et son contenu (sans ajouter le chutney, les raisins ni le zeste de citron) toute la nuit. Le lendemain, placez la cocotte dans la coque et faites cuire tel qu’il est indiqué.

1. Dans un grand poêlon à revêtement antiadhésif, faire chauffer l’huile à feu moyen-élevé. Ajouter l’agneau et faire dorer de 6 à 8 minutes.

2. Dans un petit bol, mélanger la farine, le cari, les flocons de piment rouge, le paprika et la marjolaine. Bien en saupoudrer les cubes d’agneau.

3. Ajouter le bouillon au poêlon et faire cuire en grattant le fond pour décoller les sucs de cuisson. Porter à ébullition, réduire le feu et laisser mijoter environ 5 minutes.

4. Mettre le mélange de viande dans la mijoteuse. Ajouter les pommes, le céleri, les oignons, l’ail, le gingembre, le lait de coco et le sel. Mettre le couvercle et faire cuire à basse température de 8 à 10 heures ou à haute température de 4 à 6 heures, jusqu’à ce que la viande soit tendre.

5. Mettre le cari dans un plat de service. Incorporer em remuant le chutney, les raisins, le yogourt et le zeste de citron. Servir immédiatement.
note. le chutney, raisins, yogourt et citron peuvent être mises de coté et servir séparément.

Trucs

Accompagnez ce cari doux et savoureux de chutney à la mangue supplémentaire et d’un choix de condiments: oignons verts hachés, arachides concassées et noix de coco grillés.
Ce plat est excellent servi sur un lit de riz basmati parfumé, un riz à grain long typique de l’inde orientale.

Le chutney à la mangue se trouve dans la section des condiments de la plupart des supermarchés.

Le lait de coco en conserve est fait à partir de chair de la noix de coco ayant trempé et n’est pas le liquide qui se trouve à l’interieur de la noix de coco. Vous en trouverez dans la section des aliments orientaux de la plupart des supermarchés ou dans les magasins d’alimentation orientale. Veillez à ne pas acheter de la crème de coco qui sert le plus couramment à faire des cocktails exotiques comme le pina colada-celle-ci est beaucoup trop sucrée pour les recettes de cari.

Waldorf Salad

July 28th, 2009
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Found this yummy salad from the Big Carrot.
it is dairy/gluten free.

Mix the following:
apples
celery
walnuts
mayonnaise (spectrum is a good one)
honey
lemon
sea salt
pepper

you can add chicken as well, use as a salad or in a sandwich.

stepping inwards and outwards

June 20th, 2009

Ever since the job loss, I have had encounters with people I see almost every other day.
The difference this time, I think, is my frame of mind.
I have made a tough decision that I no longer want to live in a surviving mode, making ends meet.
This is just me, but I think it no longer serves my creative spirit or on a grander scale, serve humanity. (if you are feeling stuck like I am)
I have had much support from my surroundings, but this time, I seem to be noticing, allowing, accepting it.
It is so easy to get lost and feel like in a hamster wheel, running around in circles.
I am dreaming but I have not felt more alive than I do now.
Something, some force, I can finally feel is pulling me forward effortlessly. Even though I feel scared, somehow I know I will be ok and will be supported.
Ever since my job situation unexpectedly changed, I have had this soundtrack in my head, all day long.
You know how you hear a tune on the radio or in a store or anywhere, and the song just stays in your head, especially if it is an annoying one?
The song I have been humming day in and day out goes like this.
“Baby don’t worry… about a thing… cause every little thing s’ gonna be alright…na na na na nana”
And believe it or not, its not annoying me one bit but actually quite reassuring.

My ego wants to jump in and continue to play it safe by returning to the same old routine and settle, but I won’t let it. I have to give my inner artist its voice again.

I have, all my life loved creating things with my hands, painting being my biggest passion, but also making candles, pottery, soap, cooking, crafts of all sort.
I have loved working with children and animals in the past as well.
You are too often left to believe growing up, that these are simple past times.
Now, I come to realize, as an instant click, that I too want to help the world. It is a big task but it only needs to start with one person.
My ah ha! moment of the day is combining my love of paint and craft and working with others, helping others unleash their own creative beings as well as my own.
Perhaps Art Therapy, or teach art classes?
the Biggest misconception, is on the mention on having a ‘creative’ life, is to assume to make Art, with a capital A.
“well, I don’t know how to draw or paint” one would say. But in actuality, painting or drawing is only one outlet of creativity. One can be creative with numbers, science, literature, medicine, etc… and even in the corporate world.
The question I am now asking myself, is that what I do, how I lead my life, who does it serve and what does it provide? Does it promote the humanness of humanity? or does it only continue to promote living for only the self or create robots out of us?
The answers of my past are no longer acceptable now.
Where does that lead me? Who knows, but I Know that support will be there.

Goodnight for now and keep dreaming.
Mel

In closing, here are some related quotes:

…coming soon…or perhaps you have some that you would like to share?

weathering the changes

June 18th, 2009

Hello

As is frequent in this day and age, being in the midst of the corporate world, with its uncertainties and ups and downs, I found out I was without a job…again.
The previous time, I had several months of reflection but ultimately decided to get back into this line of work but only if for a great company. And it found me, thankfully. And it was great, but as the industries shift, especially during these economic times, so did this one.
Now as much as I enjoyed the day to day work and especially the friendships built, I find myself…again, in a state of “something”.

Although it would be easy to take the angry, resentful route, I chose not too. Only because, this was my doing, my wanting and yearning in some unconscious way. And the Universe does listen, all the time. As they say, “be careful for what you wish for, you just might get it”. So, in essence, they did me a favor. Nothing personal. And I am grateful for the opportunity it gave.

Admittedly, I had recently been feeling stuck in this city and aching to get out. Not that its a bad city, its just not “my” city.
Some say this place is “cold” but I also believe you perceive everything just the way you want to.
It is however true that it is a difficult city to “Live” in. No objections for those that love it, to each his own right? Not everything or everywhere is meant for everybody. Otherwise life would be boring and the planet lop-sided.
It is also, almost the 7 year itch as they say. Time to go, I feel. Oh but where???

This time however, I realize that I want to enjoy my environment and I feel I cannot really accomplish this here. Why waste it stuck in an office desk job that you sort of like, only to save money for the little time off you get, save your time of actually living for only during your vacation. Plus the living expenses are high so saving can be a hardship.
Don’t get me wrong, I like my line of work and I think I’m pretty good at it, actually a perfectionist about it and I am sure to find more work but…

All this to say that I am now faced with this new reality. I no longer want to settle and I neither want to see where the road leads me this time. I actually want to create the road ahead of me.
If that makes any sense.
I am an artist, a creative being, I need to be in that environment to stay sane. I only have this life as it is right now, and thankful, therefore and I no longer want to postpone enjoying it.
I spent last year mostly sick with several health issues and had to make it a priority.
I am grateful for the wonderful support I received from friends and family as well as all the amazing health care practioners who helped me through it.

I digress, back to the jobless writing. People will continue to support you and wish you only the best to come (and I must say, those positive energies directed at you at a time like this, absolutely makes a difference) but logistically, what we are mainly faced with is “how am I going to feed myself, keep the roof over my head”, …
It is still important and necessary to go through the emotional stages of being laid-off. I won’t go into it in depth as there is already plenty of that info online. After all, it is the product of our times and many many people face this challenge.
Now, if you continue to enjoy your line of work (day job) and the location you live in, its already a good start and you know where to go from here.
I on the other hand am questioning both. I am not fulfilling my creative aspirations and living in a location that I particularly like. So what next you ask?

Here are some thoughts (as of today, as they may change). Hopefully the Universe will continue to listen…
Here is a great quote I am going to live by:
“Envision yourself doing what you want first, then the means to achieving it will unfold and the resources will be made available to you.” Trust in that process.

In following Julia Cameron’s “The Artist’s Way” I find myself re-awakening my dormant artist within that has been cooped up and neglected for too long.
Now this may sound sappy or daydreamy but I make no apologies for it. How else can you achieve the life you want by not first daydreaming then allowing it to happen?

I picture myself in a small town with all the resources available, riding my bicycle, with painting supplies in one basket and fresh fruits & veggies just picked up from the local farmers in the other basket.
Going for a picnic with my boyfriend and best friend. oh there is also love around!
Taking care of the land, doing some gardening, riding horses, painting beautiful sceneries that are before me, helping those around me, young and old, being in a close knit community, all warm friendly folks.
Perhaps part-timing in an Art shop or gift shop or B&B. Feeling grateful and content and Happy.
and the list goes on…
oh, and, the means to achieving this will come as well as the dinero!

that is it for now, hopefully this journaling will help. this is much like the “Artist’s Way morning pages” edited version.

Mel

In closing, here are some related quotes:

” Freedom means you are unobstructed in living your life as you choose. Anything less is a form of slavery. -Wayne Dyer”

“There is no passion to be found playing small – in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living. -Nelson Mandela”

“Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude. -Denis Waitley”

a friend just sent me this quote as well

“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France”